我用什么才可以留住你（2 / 2）

我给你我浪荡前生未曾有过的忠诚和信仰。

I offer you that kernel of myself that I have saved somehow -the central heart that deals not in words， traffics not with dreams and is untouched by time， by joy， by adversities.

我给你，我拥在自己内心的深藏——此心不狡饰文辞、不亵渎梦想，不被时间、欢愉或逆境染指彷徨。

I offer you the memory of a yellow rose seen at sunset， years before you were born.

我给你未临人世的多年之前，一枝黄玫瑰在日落之时的影像。

I offer you explanations of yourself， theories about yourself， authentic and surprising news of yourself.

我给你关于你生命的注解、关于你自我的论章，关于你真挚而惊艳的畅想。

I can give you my loneliness， my darkness， the hunger of my heart; I am trying to bribe you with uncertainty， with danger， with defeat.

我给你我的寂寞，我的阴郁，我内心的渴望；让我贿赂你，以迷茫、危险和败亡。

（刘心怡译）